I saw Val's blog just now, which motivated me to blog today. I have not been writing for awhile now, didn't have the time and discipline to update my previous blogs. I always start and end abruptly and finally deleting the whole blog completely because I think that my writing sucks big time. Nevertheless, I have decided to dabble in blogsphere again and see how long I could last this time.

I'm in office now, but I don't have the mood to work at all. When I woke up this morning, I had to fight off the urge to plunge back into bed and continue with my beauty sleep. I hit the snooze button for a dozen times before finally dragging myself out of bed into the shower. Even after I came out fresh and alert from the shower, I was still fighting the urge to call in sick. Is it just laziness or am I not suited for this job? I prefer to think that it was just laziness and I should really practice self-discipline. I always had trouble getting myself to work and even to school.

I had some trouble with my ex last week. Apparently he was digging up our dirt to Val. This on top of the tiff I had with Val over work, almost caused me to fell out with her. Good thing that we managed to clear the air and be on talking terms again. Silly of me to blame her for something she didn't do (telling my ex about my stuff) and for being insensitive enough to not sense that she wasn't in a best form.

I think I have had enough ramblings as of now. If I don't start cracking, I wouldn't be able to knock off on the dot to meet my laogong. I'm so looking forward to meeting him later. I guess I have already formed a sense of dependency on him. I'm not those independent girl who can survive without meeting their boyfriends for like weeks and months. If I didn't see him for days, I would have died already.